Im always assuming the worst,
But youre going on none the less
& theres nothing to cusion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
Keep pulling me close to home.
And theres something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
Longer good-byes
Embracing for forever
And falling in your eyes.
Pouring over photographs.
Im living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
It smells like you & I cant be
Without that scent. its filling me
With all you mean to me.
Continually failing these trials
But you stand by me nonetheless
& you wont let me sink
Though Im beggin you.
Phone calls from further away
& messages on my machine,
But I dont ever tell you this distance
Seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
With useless space.
These roads go on forever
& so do you and i.
So Ill hit the pavement
Its gotta be better than waiting
& pushing you far away
Cause Im scared.
So Ill take my chances
& head on my way up there.
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when youre ten.